adult

studying mood is messed up by the thoughts of how to improve bro's coming exam..

funny nya..my own exam is even nearer..

sometimes coming to think of it...as people grow..people need to have more to think

at least i am..

primary n secondary..

all i need to think about is how to score A

how to get d best result

how to ace in activities

how to play well in piano.. :P

how to get a good high post to get the stupid merit points so tat it look nice in my cert to grad

how to get a nice scholarship..

in matriks..

all i need to focus is also studies..n mayb some homesick..n how to enjoy myself der..

yea..n i juz come to realise..i rarely contribute to my own family besides those simplest form of bd celebration..fathers day mothers day siblings birthday..and came to realise..these celebration is so much simpler as compared to fren's bd..and i don need to even pay much on it..coz parents will foot the bill..

so..where gone ur heart on d family..

i totally have no right to say my younger sis when she say the hse has nth much to do to her :S

as we grow..

1st yr in uni..

i c nth but juz paying my own uni fees using JPA..without hard effort at all again..

2nd yr in uni..

busy yr..

but..it seems tat i see more on family..

parents argument..all sorts..crappy ones..even up to divorce..

but all is revolving d same main topic: MONEY $.$

siblings prob like sis dunno wat she is studying anymore..

bro getting poorer in exam..without any reasons..

well...it is giving bigger influence now..

coz i'm not taking money from home anymore..coz i don wan cause anymore chaos..

d fees for elder sis is not really a burden..but juz another topic for parents..

dad is juz plainly talking but mum is taking it too serious..well..really wanna shout out F*** these prob away but once der is d thorn in it..it is hard for a person to move it off..

so..hey sis if u sees this..its none of ur biz..its dem..they are having hard time looking money..so..d fees is actually can b covered..but they are juz making a fuss over it again..

i'm wondering if this continues..how long can my dad take it on the scolding from my mum till he go blast back on her..nobody is on fault..

mum is too generous in d past to let him go wif his financial..

dad is too lost control to have more savings for us..LOL

well..piece of advice..

1. don married when u don hav enuf of cash to pay ur wife..

2. get money from ur husband every mth to save the quarrels

3. for wives who saved up all d money..u will found out u are a millionaire after decades XD

watever it is..

going home frequent is planning to stay more at home..

whenever ur home needs u more than ur frens..

my home needs me to lighten d burden of hse work, listening to their daily routine, listening to their stress

dey simply need an extra to spice up their daily 4 person life..

dey need sumbody to share the food

dey need sumbody to go market wif them, grocery shopping wif them

dey need sumbody to give extra advice..

COZ we have a sumbody at home who doesnt care much bout wats her parents is doing :S

so..while sis is over seas..

I'm suddenly so useful to the family to b d extra.. >.<

for the meantime..i think i shall focus bac in my studies..