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Saturday, March 20, 2010

Quanbian

everyone spoke their gratitude and happiness in joining the event
BUT
indeed i can see from the inner side
der is MANY unsatisfactory within their feelings..
WE as central committee gives them too much pressures..
we show less concern
we din give right instruction
we do stuffs last min
COZ
we are totally inexperienced
we started the real work late
EVEN we Central committee is so not committed
we got problems within ourselves
BUT does all AJK cares??
NAH..i don think so..i don think dey even noe
IF you wanna ask how come me as a semi banana is in this event..
i can onli say..
JUZ FOR FRIEND
yeah..it might be a hurtful reason to you but..as a matter of fact..tats d real reason..
for those who knows me well..
know how shallow is my knowledge bout debate
haha..tis is not onli shallow..its totally zero..
know how Little is my love to chinese stuffs
know how little is my liking to debate
BUT at least..
when i'm in I'M TOTALLY IN..
i work my job as i shud
i might procrastinate..but not to tat extreme..
i might not like all of the team..
but i tried to tolerate..
i might not feeling well
but i tried to keep up wif the pace coz we are so lacking of ppl
I might have personals problems at home
but i still put a smile n carry on
I might miss my best frens farewells
but i still keep up wif d team n move on
this is no regrets
but its tiring
So juz wanna say..
working as a team we shud have the tiredness 2gtr and smile 2gtr
we cant be calculative once you are committed
when you guys feel d stress on the last 14 days..
we as central committee had all of the fuss n stress n work
for more than a mth plus
by juz 7 of us
we nvr put any stress to any AJKs b4 the event started
we had those anger towards the team
but we still let it go..
MC nvr tell us how many times he got scolded by sponsors
ZQ nvr tell how less of sleep she got and
the stress she face by all events collapsing altogether
JY nvr tell how tiring it is to get the stupid event flow to b done
JB nvr complain to AJKs how tiring is he walking the whole UM
n got his leg really half paralysed
XF nvr complained she need to work also during CNY holidays
Bong din grumble when she need to rush in n out from her event in coll
I can onli complain it all to my sis, my bf, my coursemate n roommate
BUT surely not to all committee
during the 14 days..
we had seen real helping hands
we feel the real committed committee
we had built up certain bonds wif sum committee
we had built up even more anger over sum
we had seen changes in sum committee where dey input us wif more helps indeed^^
We as CC relationship is getting worse of course..lol
undeniable lar...
wif those stress..
so to me..
the end of quanbian is like
the starting of a new workload of reports AGAIN
so when it ends..
I DON FEEL RELIEVED
but at least..
i can finally see my coursemates more
i can finally sit in my room at longer hrs
haha..to teman my roommates..
kesian her to b alone for like almost 2 mths..
i can finally look at my tutorials n do it myself
we gone it all 2gtr...
had d fun in the end
thx Yn jiou to be wif us CC for our meetings and take up all rushing up n dwn works
Thx the news reporting team (especially zhao xu ^^)coz you guys rawkxxxx
coz we got many cdts n compliments for ur team efficiency
Thx youqing to take up d burden to contact all mafan judges
though we really hardly tahan ur working attitude
but...in d end when i see you taking up all tough jobs where ur partner left u alone doing
you show real attitude in finishing it up without grumbling..
Thx d law fact cute gals BC n PEien..to be wif us almost all matches to b d time ticker^.*
Thx jiaxin n xianhui to actually be wif us wherever we go during d 14 days..
though we really sumtimes get so mad over ur attitude in sum way :P
but u 2 are indeed NOT BAD ^^
Thx those gong weis who are far more committed den those who ARE SUPPOSED to b here
(:P the list is juz too long...)
haha..thx my sis to rush out the poster needed in a night..
thx my roommates to care whether i had my meals ady anot..n prepare drinks for me...=)
thx our KMJ guys to help out in moving things ard..
though u guys actually came once onli..haha
thx my bf to b der whenever we need extra help (he is part of a team d o :P)
LASTLY
thx my coursemate to cover my course..
dey did my tutor
dey did d presentation
dey did everything
dey tolerate the absence of me n JY
dey forgive watever stuff we din do
dey lecture us on wat we shud noe..
dey are the best throughout this period
^.*

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