REPLIES n appologizes..

To d one who knew it well...coz its too long so..its kinda hard to post as a comment..^^

its really true tat we really care more now than before coz hardly we would meet anyone now who will treat us better than any1 in xie jiao. its hard to meet frens who still care for u even mths n mths pass by. its hard to find frens who still share d same craziness that u do even though many mant mths we have not seen each other. its hard to meet sum1 who u can have endless n endless topics.
we might forget on some lil things.we are sorry we might forget to ask u on sum outing like shopping..but..we actually knew ur timetable well. we know when u r free n when u r not.not asking u out coz we already go through our fren's list's timetable. u r still in it. i know u juz wan us to have a ask on u n let d decision maker u urself to decide whether to go anot. i noe d feelings of being negleted or being forgotten on some occasion. but dont u realise..no matter whoever celebration we nvr forget ur existence because u owns a special meaning to all of us..
yea..u r d gao diao 1..without u..honestly speaking a celebration will juz b a NORMAL celebration.
u bring lots of laughter to us.
i nvr feel tired listening to ur grumble actually.i'm happy i'm once ur fren tat share ur thoughts when many of them don not because they don care for u.its because they are too far to come over.n u might not noe this."she" always ask me bout ur feelings towards her."she" always ask me r u still mad over her."she" always ask me wat else can she do more to bring bac ur relationship with her."she" ask me wat had she actually done wrong tat ruin ur relationship wif her. n i know i nvr tell u this because its stressing both of u. friendship shudn't b a burden. its a sharing of moments , things n thoughts. I nvr mad at you coz i noe how much u do care bout everything especially ur frienship wif her. XIe jiao is viewed as a whole.^^
a simple example: when u buy bd gifts..der is a whole stress long of 20 ppl who u will think of to share the tiny pinny present. although u noe most of them will take ages to pay u bac..yet u still will add them in d list n ask dem to come over for any celebration.right?
seriously speaking..u might think d way i view it tat day is hurting to u..but wat i really wanna say there is tat i'm tired of having a complicated friendship where u have to keep thinking does she forgets me?do they still rmb me?m i still in d group?this is STUPID question coz..u r always in d group. nobody can kick u out. u r like d main point. XIE JIAO will lead ppl to think of u, cs, ty, vivian, suang, irene,mc,ah yow,kiki,da tou...rite??u guys are like d main pillars to it..
i mean u c i'm like a tiny ant der but i nvr mind XD coz i knew it well when der is ANYTHING which comes in a big big group u guys will surely take a paper n list those importants 1..n i noe sure ONE of u will rmb me..so no worries..
u r not a burden to any1 coz everyone is happy to c u der in any gatherings..
ppl will still ask bout ur ondoings lately..
when ppl c me dey will even ask me bout wats ur lately activities..like u got bf adi anot a..its proud to have d latest info on ur own fren..coz it makes u feel so important..
SO...in short..i nvr hate it to listen to ur grumbles coz sumtimes its really funny type de..but..its d worrying u tat makes ppl worry more on u..ppl worry u coz we CARE OF u...understand???????? ^^